Sober Sunday .....

Sober
that is how i feel this morning
even though i didn't drink last night.
Yesterday, Pamela and i had a great day, we had a pedicure done, went for lunch, did some shopping . . . , bought some MAC - i love eyeshadow!



Then, Jeremey and i decided to stop for some Noodle 42, which was just sorta ok . . . then, I called Nick (Pam had a housewarming party), and he made his way over to hang out with Jer and play some Xbox...

While they did their thing, i continued to work on Andrea's wedding favors (Andrea is my best friend from grade 4 - talk about going waaaaaaaaaay back....), i just, I dunno, i get sad doing this sometimes, and i suppose it is just my jealousy showing its ugly green face . . . I would have loved to have been able to work on them with her, but now we have an Abby baby, so crafting sometimes gets difficult, ya know?

Then, after starting to feel gloomy and wishing Pam was with Nick, or wishing that i was doing something with some friends , or something - i decided to just call it a crafting night- it was already after 11 in any event....i worked on a to-do list today (which i should add i haven't even started because of my big sleep in...) . .. then as nick left, i decided to hang out on the sofa with Jer, since, i dunno, i wub him and all..... well,i fall asleep - hey, its been a long week-and he gently wakes me up at 340am or something for us to get into bed - and i am thinking and say out loud - geez honey ,you go to bed late . . . anyways, excuse my broken grammar, i am not proof reading or editing this, okays? - i know he says, didn't realize the time - to bed we go, snuggle and fall asleep...again for me- bahahahaha . . . anyways, i was supposed to wake at 8, do a workout and get on with the day - but it is now after 10 and I am still in our bedroom, half listening to Jer sleep, thanking the universe for all that I have, listening to scout meow and meow - could she be hungry? i gots to check . . . . yep, she bees hungry - fed now, sheesh, i am a bad furmama! anyways
where was i.....
Jer has to work at about 2 today, and won't be off until 10 . . . . it is not often that I get such alone time anymore these days, not that I mind, i am one of the lucky ones to have such a great relationship and friendship with her lover.
So, anyways , i am just all over the place, aren't i?
Ok, anyways - so what do I have to do today?
Well . . . i have to clean out the car completely - we leave in one weeks time and my car is a mess inside and out!! I should just take it to bubbles, but frankly, i don't feel like paying for them to do a crappy job . . . i'll just have to go to HUGHES with some loonies and do it myself . . . . i do need to get rid of a lot of crap that is in there as well.....
I also need a workout, a turbo jam and a walk in the valley later maybe.
I also need to go see my parents and Meeka - cause really, she is so cute!
Jasmin indicates on my facebook that though she apologizes for the lack of communication this week, she would like me to join her and Jen in completing her favors for her wedding this weekend....blah, there is that fricking green head again.
Did i mention my dress is green?

Wow
i feel like i could just talk and talk and talk some more....
but honestly, if i don't start my TJ, i will spend the next hour in this room, and well, that is just not acceptable.


PS
www.postsecret.com

its a great one today.


wwwwwwuuuuuuuuuuuuubbbbbbbbbb.

September 21 ....

That will be my last day as a Justice of the Peace in Provincial.
It makes me the sad.
like
hm....
yep
like that.
My supervisor in Queen's Bench emaileds me, to tells me that she looks forward to having me back, and to ensure that infact, I was coming back . . . I responded with the truths . . . that i would love to stay JPing in (bahahahaha that looks like peeings) in Provincial, that goal i made to clerk a jury trial has not been reached, and can only be reached by returning to Queen's Bench.
Then she said she wanted to meet for lunch.
Alrights I said.
I haven't heard back.

Anyways
I just wonder
where i would be had i not changed my mind in grade 12
before mags and i decided we could save the world, me majoring in wild life restoration, and then taking law, and us eventually opening our own environmental law consulting firm ....
i just wonder.
am i too old?
what the fuck am i doing anyways?

anyways
blargenoids.
back to the to-do list.

Just another manic monday . . . .

So, the boys are all the gones.
And ims talkings likes an americans.
Its funnys, for months and months we anticipateds theirs arrivals . . .
then they cames for a short times
and we missed thems.
Never got to make more coffees, although I need to buy some more for moi, and perhaps send some for normantime and the garretts.
Scouts is enjoyings havings the place back to herself . . . i saw her go from corner to corner on the big bed, and I could just see that she was all like - yyeeeehaaaaaaa,theybegones.

anyways.
aribederchies.